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quarta-feira, 22 de outubro de 2014

I fucking miss you


What happened with us? You used to be the only one I talk about my day, life and problems and I used to be your safety place. You used to be my number one, my best friend and sister. But look at us right now.
We’re definitely not the same. One day we’d to change. But not our friendship. And now we look like strangers. I don’t talk with you anymore. I can’t tell you about my things. And you’re totaly closed to me. You don’t tell me anything for two years or more.
What happened with us? With our friendship? What changed? I still being worst in everything, and you still the best. But I‘d never care about it and I don’t care now. But I care about us, about our relationship. I still care about you.
Friends are supposed to be friends all the time, not on the good ones. I really miss you. I miss the whole time we spent together. I miss every pictures we took. I miss our jokes and smiles. I miss you so much that it hurts.
I just can’t talk with you about anything. My problems may be fools, but maybe aren’t yours. So tell me what is happening with you, holy shit! I’m your sister, your best friend, do you remember? “You’ve got a friend”?
I started dating twice in three years, I know. But I’ve never gave up on you, sis! You’re so important to me. I need you now and I know you need me. We need each other.
So tell me what happened. What did fuck change? I really don’t know! Everything I know is that I need you so much and I miss you even more. I’m asking “what I miss? Why I’m so sad?” I know it now. I miss you. I’m sad, I’m crying because I need our friendship again. I need our conversation, our jokes, our pictures, our smiles... I miss you more than anything!
Probably all these words are wrong, but I don’t care. I know you’re understanding me. This is all I care about now...

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